he calls me 'baby carrier'

taken 2 or 3 days ago. 26 weeks.

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i can see her(i still feel really weird saying 'her'. i usually say 'it') moving around. little punches and kicks maybe? its kind of neat but now i feel sorta guilty like everytime i feel it i should stop what im doing and look at my stomach, haha.
other updates, now when i lay on my back you can still tell i have a belly. before it pretty much disappeared and looked like a regular stomach. took these pictures a couple days ago. im half way there...

im losing my belly button :/

ohhh and went to the beach last weekend after we signed a 6 month lease on this studio by the beach. we have our own walled/fenced in grassy yard with a little covered lanai :] move in on the 2nd i think.

more than life

not for i.

i have NEVER been a fan of weddings. i avoid them at all costs. in fact, i havent been to one ever, not even my close family weddings. ok thats a lie, when i was maybe 2 years old me and a friend were flower girls in someones wedding. apparently i was not a happy camper. so yes, i dont like weddings. i dont want to have one. i dont care if i get legally married or not but i definitely dont want/need a ceremony. i dont feel the need to share something like that with anyone other than my partner. buuuuut, seeing these pictures on another blog has got me reconsidering all that. i still dont think i'd like a wedding or feel comfortable having one but how beautiful and simple is this one?! im dying over the grass and trees, the potluck and the paper cranes. maybe i'll just decorate my future backyard like this year round.

must.move.now.

a lot of these are actually not my style (do i even have a style?) but ive had them saved for a long time so i guess at least some aspects of the rooms were appealing to me.

this video is old news

but so cute!

never ending spaces

yeah, ive been collecting.
















this next one is by @alexpolushkin