death vomit.

maybe once a month im able to write. other times nothing comes to me. i feel like a moron.
im still sick everyday. im getting pretty convinced im carrying a little devil baby, horns and all. which josh just pointed out to me will hurt the bitchload to deliver. great. anyway i finally caved in and called the doctor this morning so they could call in a prescription for some anti-nausea medication. i guess insurances dont like to cover this particular one so it may cost me the assfuck. theres another brand or something they can prescribe that will be covered by insurance but its not recommended as much? dunno that i really want to take it so we'll see.
yesterday was one of those days were i felt thisclose to barfing the entire day. only puked a total of 5 or 6 times but that meant i basically couldnt keep anything down. not a pretzel and a juice box, not a fruit popsicle, not one waffle with syrup. apparently if i have a few more days like that the doctor said i'll have to go to the emergency room and get an iv. which just costs more money but hey at least i'll be able to skip work!
holy hell i just found this picture on google images. perfection.

in other news, led zeppelin is currently playing on the ipod. me and the boy are house/cat/fish-sitting for a week, maybe two. its sorta like staying in a hotel, even though ive housesat at this particular place before. theres even a pool but its way to cold to consider going in. we even went food shopping together for the first time. i like doing things like that and having my own little home...only a few more months hopefully till we get our own place. i belong on my own, not living with someones family. ok enough blah blah blah-ing for now.

balloons are perfect

nice kitty

mele kalikimaka

alright alright. merry christmas :] im going out to dinner in an hour or so with my mom, dad, and 3 younger sisters. should be alright. hopefully were not gone toooooo long. im sitting in the garage right now because were going to smoke and i am effing freezing. a skirt, kids tshirt, and slippers = not warm enough right now. brr.

z new batch

yay always excited to get new weed! its pretty hairy, appearance wise, and it smells pretty fruity. aaand it could just be tonight, but i think its a pretty happy high!
beware, there are quite a few pictures. i tried to make a little collage thing but the program i have is so completely basic it just made the picture quality look like crap. here we go:






joint time :]





yay ok and totally random, i have 2 ghost-like pictures of me and keli from earlier tonight lol

i love trail mix

but lately ive been eating cashews almost everyday.

maybe this should be my favorite animal

sloths have awesome lives. they hang out(pun intended), move really slowly, and grow moss that grows nowhere else in the world! sounds pretty chill to me.
heres an apparently japanese sloth (lol im going to refrain from making any comments on the asian-ness of this. if you know me...haha)

i think this sloth had too much to drink. or hes like fuck it. i aint drinkin this shit. knocked it over in defiance. i like that idea better.

on to some real sloths!

omg how fucking scary is this?! so creepy...looks like it crawls all 'the ring' style.

but wait, the more i look at it now, its getting a little less creepy. i dont know, forget it. i'll leave you with a baby sloth. cause hello all baby things are cute, no matter what it is.


*both sloth illustrations are from ffffound.

on my list~

ok so i dont really have an official list or anything but thats actually a good reason in itself to get netflix or that blockbuster by mail stuff. anyways, i STILL have yet to see these movies, im not sure how though, they are classics, must sees.
first up is Taxi Driver

then we have The Man Who Fell To Earth

and lastly, this gem. i'd actually never heard of it before this morning when i came across this picture on ffffound. regardless, it clearly also is a must see.

every little thing i do your on my mind

dear cigarettes,
it has been a couple of weeks since our last get-together; you know why. i miss you. why do you have to make my throat kind of phlegmy? why do you make me feel like barfing on occasion? if it werent for those things, we'd be pals! well, you do sorta stink, but i dont mind too much :] maybe im wrongly blaming you for my ailments...i am constantly plagued my nausea, exhaustion, and other related things. i'm obviously capable of walking away from you, and knowing that is a nice feeling. how about this, we'll start seeing each other again on a trial basis. now dont get your hopes up, im talking maybe a smoke here, a smoke at the end of the week...very casual. cigarettes, i miss you. just dont hold your breath for my return.

yours when i feel like it,
alissa

work can suck my dick

i so cannot wait to get out of here. alissa loves 4 day weekends, yes she does.

*image source unknown

c-a-t

this is ichabod being ichabod.



this is ichabod being ichabod on a treadmill.

she wasnt feelin me watching her. so she left.


and this is a big bowl of cocoa krispies that we ate in bed the other night.

lol.

*image location unknown.

Wisdom is respected hatred is rejected

i love reggae. i was listening to 'steppin out' by steel pulse and goddddd reggae is just the jam.


Steppin' out, steppin' out
Steppin' out, steppin' out
Open says a me, here comes Rasta man
Abracadabra me seh, catch me if you can

I know
You'll find it hard to believe that
I am
The genie of your lamp and
I can do anything you wish but
Right now I am commanding you to dance

CHORUS
Steppin' out, steppin' out
Invisible music
Beam me up to the cradle of sound
(riddle me this)
You cannot see it
Nowhere on Earth
Can this reggae be found

I know
You'll find it hard to believe that
l am
The genie of your lamp and
I can
Do anything you wish but
Right now
I am commanding you to dance
BRIMSTONE HURRICANE CYCLONE
Ask me this I tell you why
I know
You'll find it hard to believe that
I am
The genie of your lamp and
I can
Do anything you wish but
Right now
I am commanding you to dance
CHORUS
Steppin' out, steppin' out
Journey through the tunnel of love
Wisdom is respected hatred is rejected
On the planet dread it rains dub
Climb Alladin's ladder hotter reggae hot
Open says a me
Here comes Rasta man
Abracadabra me seh
Open says a me
Here comes Rasta man
Abracadabra
Catch me if you can hey
Steppin' out, says I'm steppin' out
I know I am I can right now I'm steppin
highest heights and hottest hot
Rasta this and Dreadlocks that
On the move I just can't stop
I'm in the groove and I just can't stop
Cause I'm
In love with JAH music
Invisible music.

*image from here.

this is so false.

today is thursday, which means i am at work. i work monday through friday, 8 till 4 or 430. they are long, slow, boring days. my knees get really sore from sitting on my chair because i dont sit properly. also, my computer only has one speaker and that makes watching anything online not very enjoyable. oh, i just got a fax. yay. hopefully keli can find a ride, because i really want him to come keep me company.

*image from ffffound

i cant believe i wasted a blog post on this

i am not voting today.
because im not buying into all the hype.
mccain is an old fart and obamas all about 'change', right?
yeah...we'll see about that.

in other news...

the past two nights ive been having shitty sleep. waking up in the middle of the night. tossing and turning. not fun.
this guy that delivers materials to my shop called after he left today and asked me out. i said no.
its rainy. next comes muggy.
im talking to micah via aim!
tomorrow is halloween. if all goes well i will be spending my night as a medical marijuana nurse. stoked!
last night keli smashed my toe with a heavy metal chair. trying to lift it off my foot, he dragged it across my toe, resulting in a nice chunk of skin flapping around.
the intense pain and blood (blood never grossed me out before, wtf!?) made me feel like i was going to puke. cuddled with the toilet bowl for about 15 minutes.
aaaaand
thats it.

*again, i dont know the exact source of this image. im sorry! pretty sure i found it here though.

searching for old photos

make em say uhhh

na na na na
master p on the brain this morning, dont know why, but i'll take it :]

soooooo
plaid is all popular these days, and with good reason. plaid + flannel = tops.
back in like...2000 or so i lived in flannel jackets. i was going through what i called my 'hippie lumberjack' phase. i know those two things sound contradicting but trust me, it worked. flannel and a little flower in my hair. ah, i miss it so. and these heels!

they remind me of a pair of platforms that lizzy had.
speaking of lizzy, someone could probably make an entire blog dedicated to lizzys style. cutie mccuterson, that one.
and thennnn
as you can see i was checkin out dan weaverzz oh so fabulous party pictures and i spied this cuteface. dunno who he is but hai!


im pretty sure i have pictures of me back in my hippie lumberjack days but finding them would require me to go though about 900 photobucket pages and dig through the load of shit at home. so....maybe i'll do that later.

i have the worst memory ever.

re-upped last night. this time we got some diesel. or wait, was that what we had last time? i totally forgot to photograph/write about that. i do remember that it wasnt as good as the sweet & sour stuff we had the time before. the nugs were like..rocks. anyway, i'll defintely get some pictures of our new buds.

question: why does work have to be so incredible loooooong and painfully (literally) boring?

winner receives an oatmeal raisin nut cookie.