it has been a couple of weeks since our last get-together; you know why. i miss you. why do you have to make my throat kind of phlegmy? why do you make me feel like barfing on occasion? if it werent for those things, we'd be pals! well, you do sorta stink, but i dont mind too much :] maybe im wrongly blaming you for my ailments...i am constantly plagued my nausea, exhaustion, and other related things. i'm obviously capable of walking away from you, and knowing that is a nice feeling. how about this, we'll start seeing each other again on a trial basis. now dont get your hopes up, im talking maybe a smoke here, a smoke at the end of the week...very casual. cigarettes, i miss you. just dont hold your breath for my return.
yours when i feel like it,