Tuesday, March 31, 2009

jam of the day~

doctors appointment today...hopefully everything is going well and the baby is growing and all that good stuff. also i should be able to find out the gender. i cant wait!

Head To Toe - Lisa Lisa & Cult Jam

and yesterday all day i had this song stuck in my head but i forgot to blog it

Down Under - Men At Work

Thursday, March 26, 2009

jam of the day~ part 2?!

zak is an epic douche, and todays his bday. this song came on and haha oh man...jam of the day part 2 for sure :] happy birthday you mofo <3

Black Velvet - Alannah Myles

jam of the day~

its always so hard to pick just one song...

Long Cool Woman (In A Black Dress) - The Hollies

Thursday, March 19, 2009


starting to show, although with clothes on it just looks like i have a beer belly. awkward.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

jam of the day~

pretty cheesy but whatever. its fun to sing along to.

Head Over Feet - Alanis Morissette

Thursday, March 12, 2009

people want to interview me??

well, at least one person did. samantha, founder of missbehave magazine and the hipster mom hit me up a week or so ago and asked if she could interview me! i was pretty surprised, ive always felt like a pretty bland person with not much to share but apparently my openess about marijuana and now being pregnant is a pretty interesting topic. ive been a fan of missbehave and her hipster mom blog for awhile now so i was definitely flattered and agreed to answer some questions for her. answering questions about myself makes me feel kind of nervous but i did the best i could. go check it out here and here. thanks again, samantha!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

not for i.

i have NEVER been a fan of weddings. i avoid them at all costs. in fact, i havent been to one ever, not even my close family weddings. ok thats a lie, when i was maybe 2 years old me and a friend were flower girls in someones wedding. apparently i was not a happy camper. so yes, i dont like weddings. i dont want to have one. i dont care if i get legally married or not but i definitely dont want/need a ceremony. i dont feel the need to share something like that with anyone other than my partner. buuuuut, seeing these pictures on another blog has got me reconsidering all that. i still dont think i'd like a wedding or feel comfortable having one but how beautiful and simple is this one?! im dying over the grass and trees, the potluck and the paper cranes. maybe i'll just decorate my future backyard like this year round.

Monday, March 9, 2009

death vomit.

maybe once a month im able to write. other times nothing comes to me. i feel like a moron.
im still sick everyday. im getting pretty convinced im carrying a little devil baby, horns and all. which josh just pointed out to me will hurt the bitchload to deliver. great. anyway i finally caved in and called the doctor this morning so they could call in a prescription for some anti-nausea medication. i guess insurances dont like to cover this particular one so it may cost me the assfuck. theres another brand or something they can prescribe that will be covered by insurance but its not recommended as much? dunno that i really want to take it so we'll see.
yesterday was one of those days were i felt thisclose to barfing the entire day. only puked a total of 5 or 6 times but that meant i basically couldnt keep anything down. not a pretzel and a juice box, not a fruit popsicle, not one waffle with syrup. apparently if i have a few more days like that the doctor said i'll have to go to the emergency room and get an iv. which just costs more money but hey at least i'll be able to skip work!
holy hell i just found this picture on google images. perfection.

in other news, led zeppelin is currently playing on the ipod. me and the boy are house/cat/fish-sitting for a week, maybe two. its sorta like staying in a hotel, even though ive housesat at this particular place before. theres even a pool but its way to cold to consider going in. we even went food shopping together for the first time. i like doing things like that and having my own little home...only a few more months hopefully till we get our own place. i belong on my own, not living with someones family. ok enough blah blah blah-ing for now.